colours of the rainbow
20 July, 2014 § Leave a comment
it was wonderful to be wrapped up in new colours.
esconded in the magical groove of Tama’s drum and Brian’s bass (stick bass!).
now that the concert is over, i struggle to walk the line between sobriety and slipping under the spell of those 4 toxicating measures from You’ll Never Have To Dance Alone.
so many years, so many experiments, yet no where closer to figuring out what it is i am meant to do with the things that possibly only i can do. on days like this, i feel mediocre in so many ways; cowardly. terrified of going over the edge, which beckons relentlessly in every way it can.
for it is not a single impulse, but a multitude. they remind me not to forget what it feels to encounter the sublime:
“i look into your eyes / all the colours of the rainbow manifest inside”
You’ll Never Have to Dance Alone by Kerong Chok, with lyrics by Rani Singham.